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Hello! My name is Xavier. This is my personal site. It's currently under heavy construction.

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Who am I, what is this, and where are you?

My name is Xavier. I'm an artist/writer/poet/blogger and all-around cool dude. I was born and raised in Illinois, USA, and I'm currently in the process of moving to the UK to be with my wife.

I keep a personal blog, where I document my day-to-day life, shitpost my way through abstract thought, wax poetic about the Midwest, and ponder the nuances of transsexuality.

I make art⸺predominantly self-portraits, modern figurative art, and non-objective abstractions. In recent years I've switched to a digital workflow, developed in tandem with my ventures into tech, Linux, FOSS, and the indie web.

I also write poetry and short stories, with aspirations to become a novelist and a special interest in writing trans male characters.

I created this site in March 2025. I had been blogging for several months beforehand on Bearblog. After awhile I hit the ceiling of customization on that platform and kept wanting to do more, so I decided to make a website! All of my HTML/CSS is written in Sublime Text; my website is hosted on Nekoweb.

If all of that sounds groovy to you, feel free to stick around and hang out. I'm always down to chat with new people. You can hit me up via e-mail, my guestbook, or my socials.
Changelog

  • 05/08/25
    • Added "socials and contact" box to main body
    • Started trans about page
    • Added "coding" section to "Currently"
  • 05/05/25
    • Updated Other Websites
    • Added Friends to right sidebar
  • 05/03/25
    • Added "other websites" to sidebar
  • 05/02/25
    • Created changelog
    • Created to-do list
    • Changed guestbook from Atabook.org to guestbooks.meadow.cafe (same as Bearblog)
    • Added buttons on homepage
To-Do List

  • Make 88x31 button
  • Set favicon
  • Finish main about page
  • Make page for my wife
  • Make shrine pages
  • Make music page
  • Make art and writing pages
  • Clean up spaghetti code and add better semantic HTML
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Currently...

Residing in: Illinois, USA
Listening to: Happier Than Ever by Billie Eillish
Reading: Girl Flesh by May Leitz & Quicksilver by Neal Stephenson
Playing: Animal Crossing: New Leaf, Dragon Quest VIII, Harvest Moon DS
Watching: Jacksepticeye playing Schedule I
Writing: Fanfiction, various blog posts, plans for original novel
Coding: About pages
Drawing/painting: Nothing rn ):


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